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Forgiving Others
October 29, 2022 Dear God; Good Morning; Wow, a God Shot this early in the morning? I open the book “God’s Promises for every day” to “Forgiving others. All I can say is, WHAT? For me, it is not so much forgiving others as forgiving myself. I have an extremely hard time forgiving myself for past transgressions. Sometimes, no a lot of times, I don’t think I deserve forgiveness. I know this makes no sense, but I feel responsible for what happened to my biological parents, and I wish I could go back somehow and be there for my mom. As for my father, I am still resentful of him for…
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Forgiveness Comes From God
September 21, 2022 Dear God, good morning. Today’s topic is powerful. The book God’s Promises for every day writes, “Jesus is your Forgiveness” I was spiritually dead coming back to the fellowship in two thousand and sixteen. My soul felt empty, and my heart has broken into thousands of pieces. I had no forgiveness for anyone in my life. I lived in a world of hate. I hated my biological parents for physically, mentally, and sexually hurting me. It has taken me my whole life to forgive my parents. I hated my parents. It had a firm hold on me, but I forgave my father, who said he…
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From Rage to Forgiveness
June 28, 2022 Good morning, dear God “. Forgiveness” is the topic. God tells us to forgive others, and God will forgive our sins. It took me my whole life to forgive my father before he passed away. One day my father called me, and I fell to the floor crying. He told me, “I want you down here so I can suck your “f***in p***y.” I was in a state of rage and revenge when I heard those words from his mouth. I raced down to Chelsea Massachuttes from Salem Massachttes. It only took me less than thirty minutes to get to his house. Rage was permeating through my…
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Rejection as a Child
June 9, 2022 Good morning God. I feel great this morning. Yesterday’s writings were intense. I read my Dear God letters to Terri. And I could not stop crying. I had to breathe in and out and pause for a few minutes to center myself. Because my emotions were all over the place, I felt sadness in my heart for my parents. I know my mother was an atheist or agnostic. She didn’t believe in you. She died without watching her children grow up except Sunflower and Crystal. She did not know much about me. My mother decided to allow the adoption to go through with a foster mother named…
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Fellowship in God
May 31, 2022
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The Path to Forgiveness
May 27, 2022
