May 24, 2022 Dear God, good morning. I was just in my community online, the 319. I spun the wheel, and the topic was on, “The desire to stay Sohba.” Since I came back to the fellowship, I haven’t desired to drink for five and half years. Thank you, sweet Jesus. I have been around the fellowship since nineteen-eighty-seven, not to brag. I have had three relapses throughout those years. Each time I crawled back to the fellowship feeling shame, guilt, and remorse and hated myself for the relapsing. To relapse, is to kill a part of you.People reached out to me every time I went on a bender for…