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    Adversity,  Alcoholism,  Anxiety,  Fear,  suffer,  suffering

    Alcoholic and Alcoholism

    September 8, 2022   Dear God, good morning. Yesterday I did not want to deal with the world, and all I did was rest, and I fell asleep early. On Tina’s hour, we spoke about the 24-hour book, The Thought for the day writes, “But for the grace of God, there go I.” When I see active alcoholics drinking, walking down the street with a paper bag. And the one who is waiting at the liquor store to open. I never look down on an alcoholic or drug addict. I don’t like that statement. “But for the Grace of God, there go I.” Yes, the active alcoholics and drug addicts…

  • Alcoholism,  Fellowship,  Friends,  God,  relationships,  suffer,  suffering

    St.FrancisPrayer Fellowship

    June 17, 2022   Good morning, God. Today’s reading is about you protecting those who come to you for help, or you Jesus go to them to comfort those in pain. In God’s Promises, it writes: “The Lord is good, giving protection in times of trouble. He knows who trusts in him.” Nahum 1-7 Last year I started to believe in you. It wasn’t always that way. I have been running my whole life. I ran from relationships or to them, and I ran the show. I had to be strong when I was sixteen, but I was amid my alcoholism then. I didn’t even think about you, Jesus. I…

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    Adversity,  Alcoholism,  forgiveness,  God,  suffer,  suffering

    Rejection as a Child

    June 9, 2022 Good morning God. I feel great this morning. Yesterday’s writings were intense. I read my Dear God letters to Terri. And I could not stop crying. I had to breathe in and out and pause for a few minutes to center myself. Because my emotions were all over the place, I felt sadness in my heart for my parents. I know my mother was an atheist or agnostic. She didn’t believe in you. She died without watching her children grow up except Sunflower and Crystal. She did not know much about me. My mother decided to allow the adoption to go through with a foster mother named…

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