October 22, 2022

Gary Lacy

Dear God, Thank you for the book “God’s Promises for every day” Standing in line at CVS, I looked up, and there was this book staring at me (the very same book Geri is using. Another godshot God?) Of course, I bought it and intended to give it to Geri because her copy was getting worn. When I gave it to her, she said, “You keep it. You need it more than I do.”

So, here I am with Your book. Today I opened up to “God’s Faithfulness,” another God Shot? It is what I needed to hear. I have had doubts in the past about whether You would do for me, whether I deserved Your help. Today I believe no I know that You have been and always will be there for me. You have helped me survive, to get through my troublesome life. You have given me absolutely everything I have today.

God, now that I believe, please help me with my disbelief. Please, God, help me today. Please be with me today in my time of need or when I am taking back my will and trying and do it “my way.”I know that Your way works. When it is my will, things seem to get fucked up. My life becomes a mess, and nothing goes right. When it is Your will, and I am “on the beam,” life seems much more effortless. I feel closer to you. You are in charge, and I am along for the ride. If I enjoy the scenery along the way, I am fine and calm.

Please, God, be with me today as I go into my day. Help me to remember that You are with me, and You will protect me, direct me and take care of me. Help me, God, to stay sober and clean today, away from a drink and a drug. Please give me the courage to get things that need to be done.

Thank You, God, for being in my life today. Just please love me today.

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