I Have God’s Grace in my Heart
July 8, 2022
Dear God, good morning. I’ve been up since three, and I’m tired, but I wanted to write to you. Today’s reading from God’s Promises for every day it writes. “What The Bible has to say about, The Return of Christ.” I do believe in heaven because the Bible says it. They said, Men of Galilee, why are you standing here looking into the sky? Jesus, whom you saw taken up from you into heaven, will come back the same way you saw him go.” Act 1:11 From what I’ve read, Jesus, the angels will come down from the heavens, and war will break out between good and evil. Those who believe in you will not suffer in pain. They will come to the mountain in Israel. I’ve read some book about “Revelations,” which explains that you will come from the heavens and destroy all evil.
And those who love you and do the next right thing will come to you. It writes, “because God’s grace that can save everyone has come.” It appears that you, Jesus, will make a new life for us. I’m just learning about the Bible and your pure teachings and what love, peace, joy, laughter, fellowship, and serenity are. Slowly I must learn what love is. I have some peace in my heart, joy, and laughter in my soul. I have communion with you every morning.
Jesus, I know that you saved me so many times. You gave me a fellowship that has saved me too. And then the fellowship brought me back to you, Jesus. I think that helping women in my fellowship is serving you, Jesus, but I’m not sure. I’ve been around fellowship since ninety-eighty-seven. I’ve met a lot of women over the years. The elders told me always to welcome the new woman who comes through the fellowship halls. This made women feel welcomed. This fellowship had no rules, no authority. It’s a spiritual program, not a religious entity.
. The fellowship speaks of a loving God and Higher Power. Most women I’ve met over the years have stayed sohba, yet many of my girlfriends have died due to alcohol or drug overdoses. Over the last thirty-five years, I’ve also lost at least thirty-five or forty friends due to alcohol and drug abuse.
I love helping other women out. It’s a joy to watch women come from hell and look radiant. They have hope, joy, and a sparkle in their eyes. And they have you, God, in their hearts, and they stay sohba in recovery. Recovery isn’t easy. Many of us women must deal with Children’s Social Services. Even though it happens, domestic abuse is rarely spoken about at women’s meetings. Boy, I’m tired. I love you, Jesus.