June 23, 2022

Dear God, good morning. Yesterday was an emotional day. A woman in the fellowship scammed me. Sandy B. Sandy B lied to me about getting fifty thousand dollars from a fake agency called Better Community Development Program. (BCDP). This program is for underprivileged individuals, low-income families, and people(s). Sandy said her cousin received thousands of dollars from the BCDP Government Agency. The agency was giving away free grants, anywhere up to two-hundred-thousand dollars. Thus, I was thinking about my family’s future. Sandy B created an account using someone’s identity and picture on Facebook And made up a link to this woman’s name Ms. Williams. This Williams lady was only a ghost through the internet, and she never existed; Sandy showed me her safe of money. So naturally, I trust her.

Foolishly I gave Sandy B three thousand dollars to invest in a free Government Grant. Sandy kept telling me to give more and more money to Ms. Williams. Then Sandy texted me, telling me I’ll lose the grant money if I didn’t get this money to Ms. Williams. It was an extra five hundred dollars. I gave her the money so; I could get this investment of two hundred thousand dollars and live a modest life. I would buy a home and help out my family. Google writes, “(In Christian belief) the free and unmerited favor of God, as manifested in the Salvation of sinners and the bestowal of blessings.”

I’ve been a sinner throughout my life, but today I admit my faults to you, Sweet Jesus, because I trust and love you and the bible. It’s telling me how to live without sinning. Well, that’s a challenge. Everyone sins. Look at Sandy. She sinned by stealing my money and stealing a woman’s identity. It hurt my heart that someone could be that cruel. But forgiving sets me free from resentments, anger, and frustration. I can only pray for Sandy. The Grace of God is an unmerited gift from you, Jesus. According to God’s Promises for every day, “Good people will have rich blessings, but the wicked will be overwhelmed by violence. The Lord’s blessings bring wealth, and no sorrow comes with it. Evil people will get what they fear most, but good people will get what they want most.” Proverbs8: 35 God calls the evil people wicked, then poor Sandy is evil, and I need to pray for her.

I never started writing to you for any gift(s), like the Grace of God. I came to you because I was confused, worried, undisciplined, crying, and depressed. The first gift you gave me was love, which gave me hope in my heart. And then joy in my soul. Everything is unexplainable. I just read about you, Jesus, every morning to learn to be true to myself and love others.

Learning to be true to oneself is a difficult task for me. I never know what’s best for me. Learning to be true is probably an issue for another day. I realize I put other people’s needs before my own. I’ve always been like that because I simply don’t know what I want in life. Jesus, you make me happy with all your glory I’m a happy person most of the time. That is because of you, Fernando, Gary, Roman, Terri, and other beautiful people you placed in my life over the years. I love my family and ask you to bless Sunflower and Denise. Please help ease my frustrations and disappointment about Sandy. I’m turning her over to your care God. Please guide my thinking and please take care of my emotions, Have a beautiful day.

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