August 30, 2022

Dear God, good morning. Today’s reading is about, What the Bible has to say about, The Return of Christ. The Bible speaks about Revelations when you come again. This is the end of the world and a beginning of a new world. Peter writes: “The skies will disappear with a loud noise. Everything in them will be destroyed by fire, and the skies will burn up the earth and everything in it. In that way, the skies will destroy everything. You should live holy lives and serve God, as you wait for and look forward to the coming days of God.” 2 Peter 3:3-4,8-13

I learned from movies how the world will be when you return to us. Jesus. You’ll have fire in your eyes and come down on a cloud. I truly believe that you are coming to us, sweet Jesus. Maybe not in my lifetime, I don’t think. I would love to see the coming of Christ. I probably would cry out with happy tears and drop to my knees and keep thanking you for giving me a chance to redeem myself with you.

I never paid attention to you, Jesus growing up, and I am truly sorry. I’ve learned how important it is to believe in you over the years. I’m waiting for you to return, Jesus. You are the great Savior. The Bible writes: “But God is patient with you. He does not want anyone to be lost, but he wants all people to change their hearts and lives.” 2 Peter 3:3-4,8-13

I think I’ve been given many chances to change my heart, and today my heart sings with joy. I love what you say, Jesus.

“Jesus said, Don’t let your hearts be trouble. Trust in God, and trust in me. There are many rooms in my Father’s house; I would not tell you this if it were not true. I am going there to prepare a place for you. After I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me so that you may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.” John 14:1-4

If I trust in you, Jesus, my life will be free from deep emotional pain. I feel so much comfort with you. Whereas before my twenties, I feared a punishing God, and I grew up with no God in my house. The only Gods in my childhood were my biological parents. I know that if I focus on all the good in the world, my heart won’t be troubled; if I focus on love, faith, peace, joy, kindness, goodness, patients, gentleness, and self-control, nothing can hurt me. I love you, Jesus.

Last night overwhelmed me. Roman woke me up three times to sit with him because he was scared. Roman has schizophrenia which causes him to be unable to control all of his emotions. He has no filter, just pure fear. I know it’s not his fault. Roman drinks a lot of soda loaded with sugar and caffeine, keeping Roman awake at night. Roman is on medicine that makes him sleep during the day. This must be a nightmare for Roman. He asked me to sit with him three times last night. He heard noises outside. Please watch over Roman and Gary. Today there’s a meeting about Roman and Gary, and I pray everything goes well.