March 10, 2023 Dear God, good morning. I would like to write you, Jesus, in a poem. My sins have kept me from seeking you, ‘Jesus My pride and ego kept me away from you My soul was empty, hollow like a hollow tree. You came to me many times. I was not ready for your Grace. I thought I was not worthy of your love, Jesus. I hope my sins will be washed away when you come again, Jesus I felt a psychic change in my heart and soul when I started to write to you, Jesus You are my love, and I cherish you with all my heart…

February 14, 2023 I started reading the book “GoDear God, Good morning and Happy Valentine’s Day, Jesus. Today’s reading is about how rich God’s love is for us. Promises for every day, which state that Jesus is your love. You are also my love, Jesus. I’ve grown to love you since two thousand and fifteen. After losing my dog Annie-girl to cancer in two thousand and fourteen, I felt my world collapse. I started drinking heavily and cried to sleep, missing my best friend, Annie-girl. When my dog Annie girl passed away, I was devastated. It was like losing my baby girl to cancer. Annie was my world, I would…

February 9, 2023 Dear God, good morning. The book, God’s Promises for every day, writes, “What the Bible has to say about love (love and abuse).  My siblings loved me when I got hurt, and they helped me survive the physical abuse of my mother and the sexual abuse by my father. My siblings kept me alive by loving me unconditionally. Growing up with my parents was agony for us children. We were at my mother’s mercy. She physically wounded our bodies with my father’s belt buckle, which was tremendously painful. My mother whipped us all the time. To injure her own children, my mother was a very sick, sick…

February 9, 2023 Dear God, good morning. The book, God’s Promises for every day, writes, “What the Bible has to say about love. My siblings kept me alive with unconditional love. My siblings loved me when I got hurt, and they helped me survive the physical abuse of my mother and the sexual abuse by my father. Growing up with my parents was agony for us children. We were at my mother’s mercy. She physically wounded our bodies with my father’s belt buckle, which was tremendously painful. My mother whipped us all the time. To injure your children, my mother was a very sick, sick woman. Thank you, Jesus, for…

January 18, 2023 Dear God, good morning. I was reading the book God’s promises for every day. It writes, “What to do when you don’t understand God’s will? Sometimes I feel weak in my heart and soul, especially when I feel depressed. I inherited this from my parents, the depression. My spirit feels low today. Most times, I feel lost when it comes to the Bible. Maybe a Bible study can help come closer to you Jesus. And help me to understand what your will is for me. I am still taking baby steps in the fellowship. The fellowship has the Twelve and Twelve-step book. Step four brings up many…

January 11, 2023 Dear God, good morning. In the book, God’s Promises for every day writes, “What the Bible has to say about God’s Faithfulness?” I believe you have come to me so many times in my life. I did not know that you protected me my whole life, and I could not believe in you. I was severely abused as a child. I grew up to fast, and I never really had a childhood. I lost my siblings to the Department of Social Services (DSS). The social worker separated me from my sisters and brother. I was devastated when the social worker Amy came and took me away from…

December 11, 2022 Dear God, good morning. The reading today is about God’s protection. I have to admit that you have always been with me, Jesus, my whole life. Especially during my sorrows of losing my dog Annie girl to four-stage cancer. I was still grieving the death of my dog Annie-girl. I wrote you a note in two thousand sixteen that says, “Dear God and Jesus, please breathe life into my broken heart. I love you, dear God and Jesus. You are my savior. I love you.” I was desperate for help and learned over the years how to get on my knees and pray to you, Jesus and…

December 4, 2022 Dear God, good morning. Today’s reading from God Promises for every day writes: ” Truth from the Bible about Forgiving Others” Lately, this topic of forgiveness keeps popping up. I know my biological parents were very sick, and I forgave my father before he passed away. My dad was in the Morton Hospital in Taunton, Massachusetts June of two thousand and one. The nurse said they would implement hospice so my father could go home, and that’s what he wanted to do. At the hospital, I could forgive and felt compassion flowing through my heart to forgive my dad. I told him I was sorry for hating…

December 3, 2022 Dear God, good morning. Today’s reading in the book God’s Promises for every day writes, “What to do when you’re feeling angry. The Bible says, “My brother and sisters, always be willing to listen and slow to speak. Do not become angry easily because anger will not help you to live the right kind of life God wants.” John 1:19:20 Since writing to you, Lord Jesus, my anger has slipped away, but not completely. Whereas before, if someone said the wrong thing to me or if you if someone touched me without my permission, I exploded with uncontrollable rage. Growing up in a violent home escalated when…

December 2, 2022 Dear God, good morning. Today’s reading from the book God’s Promises for every day writes: “What to do when you don’t feel important? I never felt important until I volunteered at the Disabled American Veterans as a barmaid in Malden, Massachusetts. When I was drinking alcohol, I thought I was so important. Being a barmaid, serving drinks to the regulars that came in every Friday night, they would play darts, music playing, people and play pool, and most of all, drink. The drinks were cheap, and people loved that aspect. Then there was a biker gang called Iron Order that made me feel important. After all, I…